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20 August 2008 @ 03:56 pm
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[The following is scrawled across a ripped journal page, left in their room]

Mekt

I've got business. I'll be gone a few days, if you need me, give a shout or write a letter. Be a good girl. Don't let anyone in.

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27 June 2008 @ 01:05 pm
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>Get a re-up on vials, take two before heading back to Terokkar

[This page has been ripped out, and underneath the crossed out section above is a note left for Mekt:]

Going back 'cross the Portal, got a date with some men with feathers. I'll be in touch later, you know how to get a hold of me if you need me. Might not be back tonight, don't wait up. Wouldn't mind hearing that voice of yours again though.

Be good, girl.
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23 June 2008 @ 10:19 am
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> Giving this thing a go with Mekt. Nah, she's not really your type, but fuck it. Life's too short. She's a sweet girl and she somehow seems to like you, which is more than you're owed. I can do right by her too, doesn't seem like it takes a lot to make her happy, probably because she's so damned sad. Can't damage too bad what's damaged alre Do her something nice.
> Tell Talash. Eventually.
> Due for a restock, might want to pick som You've been out of vials for, what, four days now? Nothing yet. If anything I feel better. Memory's been intact for weeks now, haven't had an issue since Mekt left the first time, and I've been with her several times now and not even a headache, even your vision's been clear. Still, pick up your order, just to be on the safe side. Can't hurt having them around.
> Took Koru around to see all the fires they've got lighting up the country. Pissed on a few of the Alliance ones too, which he did like a fucking champ. The kid's amazing. Glad he didn't get burned up too bad, not that I would've minded his mother trying to cut my head off.

I'm feeling good. Life's not so shit after all.
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19 June 2008 @ 10:17 am
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> Wrote Mekt, told her to talk to Talash at some point, as apparently she's willing to open up lines of communication or some bullshit like that.

Sometimes I just wanna grab that woman and She is so godsdamned self righteous. Acting like she's some fucking queen, overseeing Shattrath off her broke ass balcony, judging men she's never met and then getting her tits in a twist over them judging her back. She tells me she wants to talk to me about Mekt and fine, I'll hear it, but all I get is coy clues like "look at her neck" and something about her sister being loose. Since when did she become worried about the company I keep, or the people Koru's exposed to. His mother was a godsdamn whore, he half lived in the room where she banged most of the Bay. Bit late there, sweetheart.

Getting all high and mighty over me reminding her that she's a Skullsplitter, and not really fit to stand in judgement of others' pasts. "I'm only one by blood!" Like blood isn't what makes the jungle breathe, who the fuck does she think she's fooling. You can raise a croc as a housecat, doesn't mean it ain't gonna grow up and want to eat you. I should fucking know ab

Cut her some slack 'cause she's young. Do the same with Mekt. The girl's really trying, and at least she doesn't act like she's better than you because of it, or remind you of what total shit you are every time you're around her like Talash does.

Worst part there? I still want to see her again. Fucking great.

Do you and me a favour, go get your skull knocked around some more by Naga.
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16 June 2008 @ 08:31 am
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> Took the boy to Shadowprey Village for the weekend. Fished, went swimming, cooked some food. Looks like Talash is gonna be letting her talons outta him a little, maybe give me a chance to make this a regular thing. Don't like the idea of him growing up on Aldor-godsdamned-Rise, who knows what kinda effect that'll have on a kid, and though you might not be the best influence I'm betting you're better than a couple of kids playing house.

> Invited Mekt out to the village while we were there, sorta making peace, but also because I figure she's the boy's aunt (apparently) and probably deserves to see him if she wants to. Not sure she does. Turns out there's some kinda bad blood between her and Talash, something about a fight, a real fight, between Mekt and her siblings. You wrote Talash a letter explaining that you're the man her sister's working for, and to not freak out too badly if she hears Koru mention the woman. Not like she tried to set him on fire or anything.

So the girl might be crazy. I could see it. She's quiet and all, but there is something sorta strange with her, like she's easy to damage, or provoke, something like that. Spoke to her a bit without the kid around, the two of you talked about family and maybe the lack thereof in your lives. I don't understand women who say they don't want kids. Especially a woman like her. What the hell else is she doing that's even half so important? Working for me isn't that great, and I'm pretty sure she doesn't have a man else he'd have taken a swing at me by now. Not like she's all that young anymore either.

It's probably just me. Actually, it's probably just the feeling I'm gonna die soon, it's choking up my chest, I break into a sweat sometimes trying to keep it under co just relax. Fact is, you're shitty father material, and you might pass on this bullshit your father pass on to you, but the fact remains that I like the idea of settling down, of finding a woman or two that's alright and having them with me. Mekt's not so bad, and she's at least caring. Plus if I did black out on top of her she'd at least know what the hell was going on, saves me from explaining it to someone else.

But she doesn't want kids. Wish she was more like her godsdamned sister.

Enough bullshit.

> You're stationed out in Thrallmar now, at the inn they've rigged up at the base on Hellfire Peninsula. No room number to remember because it's just a buncha damned hammocks, you can sort it out. Last orders I got, after all that running around cutting open red orcs, was to head out and report to the elf outpost in the west. Apparently you can see it from a mile off, gotta huge spire, probably all glows like their city does.

The country itself is rough. All red, air burns the throat, constant sound of rocks churning and the earth beneathing your feet shifting. It's hot, but it's not so thick a hot as the jungle, only cause there doesn't seem to be a lot of water out here. Important to keep your energy up with both that and food, otherwise you sweat it all out underneath the armor.

> Armorsmith here at the base is working on an order for Sheela's new workgear, get back to him this afternoon. Shouldn't take long to get the girl suited up.
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13 June 2008 @ 10:50 am
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Sihu's alive.

I was told. I haven't spoken to her. She is a topic I will not speak on with the Riverdrinker further. I know his thoughts on her + I told him if he said another thing like what he was saying last night then he is not welcome in our home. Part of me thinks that he feels so strongly towards her because he cares about the rest of my family so much but it is hard to tell. He is angry. My sister has always been an easy target for anger, her own + others. It is my hope he know understands that it is not all right to speak such things to me. He should have more sense.

I do not like the idea that the dead woman from Ratchet writes to her. I am very grateful that Sara cares as much as she does however. She said she will write, will tell me if + when Sihu writes back. She is a steadfast + loyal woman, Sara. I am reminded again of the trust we place in Orcs + the fact that they are the only ones in this Horde who have not led me to disappointment yet. I wish saying my sister's name did not make the air turn to ice.

There was another Riverdrinker in Ratchet last night: Garaw's brother. He is black furred, but many tribes can claim that. I am sure I will meet him soon as he says he is traveling to the Bluffs, + he is eager to meet Garaw. When I told him about it later he did not seem happy with the idea, but there was no great worry in his eyes. Garaw: "My brother is tedious". Fair enough. I do not have the patience for anyone not-tedious, + we will have to have him over for a meal soon.

+ it is important we do, for we have other things to celebrate. Garaw is an Ambassador now in Silvermoon. I think I'm proud, + certainly I do think he is a fine choice for a Shu'halo voice, leaving aside the issue that I do not approve of the Elves or their position in our ranks. There is little we can do now, + maybe at the least he can help. I will have to find a way to tell mother carefully, as she still manages to hate their race more even than the Dead. If she sees it more as him doing a duty to the Horde, a way of keeping the Elves in line, it will be all right. Father will be very excited. I hope the girls do not want to visit. No child should see that.

He has found a Woman.

He says she is a diplomat. She claims no tribe. He told her about me + the girls, that he loves us. That we are Family. I'm not s

I think I am happy for him.

Today we are weaving baskets.

I hope I will hear from Sara soon.
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11 June 2008 @ 08:31 am
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> Might not be a go, but show up at Talash's this weekend, see if you can't take the kid out again. Ask in front of him. She'll have a harder time saying no.
> Mekt is back working for you. I don't even know why the hell I bothered, just saw her when I was leaving that tavern in Ratchet and followed her. Said I You said you were sorry. Something about it never happening again, that you won't hurt her. Shitty thing is I shouldn't be promising anyone that and pretending to mean it.

What am I even doing.

That night in the Hinterlands has still got me all fucked up. I gue I thought Niobe'd be happy. That I was looking after the kid. It doesn't make up for the fact she's dead, and it doesn't make up for what an asshole I was when she wasn't, but I thought it'd at least make a dent. Even borrowing someone else's body she looked so furious, talking about me and Koru, about what they did to her before she died, calling the ones who did it buddies of mine. That's what's driving me insane, just wondering again who could've done it. With any luck Bak did, just because I already took care of that.

Fuck, I really miss

Mekt's a priestess, maybe she can channel spirits in the same way. Would save me having t Yeah, that'd go over big.

You know you're not old. I watch those boys like at the tavern last night though, running around and shit, giving each other advice on grabbing ass, and I feel it. Old. It's not a bad feeling. Don't particularly want to be doing that anymore. Almost a relief. But I want to want it a little. Could be what I felt with Niobe was a fluke, and who'm I kidding, if I really cared about her things would've been a lot different. Maybe I'm not capable of that shit.

This girl's alright though, so fuck being alone. Showed some balls last night. Threatened me right on back. Not like Niobe would, but we gave each other enough bruises to last a lifetime there.
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09 June 2008 @ 08:35 am
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[The writing is more of a scrawl:]

Why the fuck was I out in the jungle

Attack some time last night feels like. This is starting to piss me off.

Last thing I remember is skinning a tiger with the boy.

You came back to town this morning and found a letter from Mekt. Now, I remember enough of a couple days ago to know what I wanted to talk to her about, even if yesterday seems to be wiped clean from my fucking head, and apparently it didn't go so well. The girl's Talash's sister, expects you to believe she didn't know who you were before she oozed into some dress and approached you in Ratchet.

She sounds all upset. In the letter. Fucking good anyway, wasn't she one of those things that priestwoman was trying to warn against? She said something about women when she had her own head and Niobe wasn't speaking for her.

The shittiest part of this is that yesterday I still had Koru, and I don't know where the fuck he is now. I assume I sent him back to his mo Talash, but he could've been eaten by crocs for all I know. I wrote her a letter testing the waters on that front, but I'm gonna feel fucking sick until I hear back. Gonna feel sick anyway. And now that Mekt's probably told her about all this who knows if she'll ever let m willingly let me see my son again.

My own son

[heavily crossed out lines] Even if he's fine, it's more reason to be pissed the fuck off. I lose a day's worth of memories with my boy because some bitch decides to

My head is killing me and I'm starving, she picked a great time to fuck off

> You got your leave to go across the Portal, actual paperwork's in the mail. Just go. All I think about here is what Niobe said the other night, and all that does is remind me that she's watching everything I'm doing. Makes me crazy. Makes me just want to rip something apart
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06 June 2008 @ 09:54 am
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Almost positive I was gonna have another attack last night, wanted one, then didn't. Just your sorta luck. Why do I have to forget the shit I could use, but remember all that? If I see that grey haired hag outside village walls I'm busting her skull apart on a rock unless she. I thought one of the benefits of the dead being DEAD was that they couldn't talk back to you anymore. They lost, they should get the fuck out of the game.

Head's killing me. Feel like I'm gonna go nuts but nothing's happening.

Called Mekt in, so if anything does happen and you wake up again, she should be around somewhere. Far as she knows you blacked out and that's it. How else are you going to explain why you wanted her to travel across half the damn world? "Didn't want to be alone"? I'd rather tell her a vein busted in my brain or something.

By the way, when you're in the jungle with Koru, show that boy what Skullsplitters are, what they smell like, look like. I don't give a shit if his "mother's" one, or his grandpa, if anything that makes it all the more dangerous. If you see them in the jungle, fucking take them apart, because they'll do the same to you in a heartbeat. Kid can't be sheltered on another damned planet his whole life, we're not draenei, we're not orcs, we're not elves, the jungle's in him like it's in me and it was in my fathe and sooner or later he's gotta realize it before his body realizes it for him.

Fuck that woman.
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05 June 2008 @ 08:33 am
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Had dinner at Talash's last night. Her boy wasn't there, out working she said, but Koru at least was. Got to admit, was a bit worried he wouldn'. You:

> Gave him the cake Mekt made. It was chocolate. Kid ate the whole thing himself, which is fine, probably won't sleep for a month straight but that's not my problem.
> Gave him the bow you made. He seemed to like it. Got plans to take him tiger hunting this weekend, which strangely enough Talash suggested before you could. Don't know if he's ever used one of the things before, the way he's raised over there, but it's long past time that he at least had some practice.
> Remember to pick Koru up in three days.
> Talash made some kind of meat.
> She was wearing some kind of violet dress, shiny all over, had designs I couldn't really make sense of. Some gold too. Covered her from neck to wrist to toe. Not really my thing, but she looked good.

Glad the eyepatch kid wasn't around.

>Quit getting hard-ons for women who barely conceal their hatred of you. Drink more before bed.

>Get Mekt something, like a present. Kid loved that fucking cake.
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